Why I Created This Blog

Most consider me a private person and I can honestly say, I like it that way.  In reality, I am somewhat shy, and certainly more introverted than most.  There are times when I feel as though I have fully expressed my feelings and inevitably found that I was misunderstood.  I then have to search for a way to further explain my thoughts.  That just seems like way too much work for me, as silly as that may sound.

I now find myself in a place where I feel the need to be more open and I want a way to share my life with others.  I was diagnosed with a rare form of kidney cancer on March 7th of this year.  Those close to me suggested I begin a blog as a way to share my feelings, experiences, and information. Though I didn't feel it would be something I would ever do, I now believe it could be very healthy.  It's also a good way for me to answer questions, to ask for hugs, and to get closer with people. I have always said, "It's not your job, or your money that will come visit you in the hospital, it's people."

Though it is not easy for me to share what I am thinking and/or feeling, I know this will help me as I travel down this new path.
Just as I know there will be rough times, I know there will be times of happiness and positive outcomes.  

Since I am just beginning this blog in August, 2013, I decided to go back, and give you an accounting of some of the events since I received my diagnosis.  Thank you for reading my thoughts, sharing my experiences and being a part of my journey.